This is it...

Well this is it my peeps. I'm taking my leave now and hope to be back. I will miss you all, my insane crazy family. Yes that's right. You peeps are like my family. I can't believe it's hardly been one year since I first joined this site. I can't believe how much I've changed in this year. You don't even know. But that's okay.

Josipa... You're awesome. I will miss you. Keep this site open. I'll be really sad if I leave and when I do return if I can and this place is closed down. Just think of this silence as the calm before the storm. The storm won't be a bad storm, but a storm of activity. And the sun will rise tomorrow.

Hollis... while typing this... I realized... I NEVER DID FIGHT YOU!!! The heck! T.T I never really got to have a fight with you and to this I am kind of sad. I probably would get pwned but I still would have really enjoyed to have fought with your insane character. I almost did get to fight with you on 666. But oh well... That site should rest in peace. Such a shame it didn't get off.

Kuro... I have no idea if you'll ever see this. I hope you do. I'll miss you, you crazy insane awesome guy. You're probably one of the biggest reasons I've changed so much this past year. You have no idea how much my thinking has changed. You've opened me back up some to the world. Showed me a little hope.

I'm crying while typing this. To all those other people that have been on this site... Fuyuki: If you disappear for good, I will be so mad at you! Shimada: It was fun rping with you. I can't think of anything else. I hope you all have great lives that continue on in their greatness! Be spontaneous! Make life exciting!

Stand on your head every once in a while!

And always remember: If it doesn't matter where you are headed, it doesn't matter which direction you go!

The Cheshire cat always did have good advice...
As do the Italians... Here are some of my favorite Italian proverbs:

Nella vita - chi non risica - non rosica.

Tra il dire e il fare, c'è di mezzo il mare.

Okay, if you took those to Google Translate to find out what they say, then you know these have been around for a long time. But it's good advice anyways. Go for your dreams, they're the best thing you can have.

Love ya!

Amaya

PS. Hanami bids you all goodbye too. Especially you Kuro. I've always hated that.... "good bye" it's as if I'm sure I'll never see you again.

So see you later... hopefully...

Amaya, i'm keeping my end of the bargain, i'm returning soon, u'd better keep urs, come back. See u again soon.


Love,
Kuro

YOUR RIGHT WE DIDNT FIGHT!!!!!! and kuros right , he kept his end of the bargain. so id better see that sweet ass back here soon!! much love, hurry back!

>.<; I will try. It won't probably be until mid February that I really return. Even then I don't know... I will try my best. But I might have a few weeks soon because of holiday break, unsure though. It depends... Nothing is for certain. So I just don't want to promise when I'll be back or even set a date because I might have to break that promise. I might be online just the random day... if I don't get caught. That's the trick. In fact I'm really risking it right now so goodbye!

So as I said in the post before... I might have the next few weeks due to holiday break. Plus I've gotten really badly sick so things are being a little easier when put on me so I have an abundance more of time. So until... January 4th-ish I will be online more. So for the next two weeks I will have time to be here, cough a lung up, and hopefully rp with some people? And hopefully will get better in these next few weeks so that when I pull my disappearing act again.... things hopefully won't turn disastrous.

Heh... So here it goes again. I'm pulling a disappear act. As for when I return... I have no clue. I'm hoping that it will be February, but I can't promise that. Heck... I might not return for several months... probably June? I hate it as much as the rest of you do (or I hope you hate it). So I wish you all luck. Peace, love, and laughs! I'll miss you all...

you'd better get your ass back here soon...or i'm going there to kidnap u!! RAAAAAAAWRRRR!!!!

yeah, COME BACK SOOOOOOOOON!!!!